WORRY - 7 WEEKS, 4 DAYS

Diary 17 and we have just come back from Prague. The worrying has now begun and I just really moan and feel sorry for myself.

HIDING - 6 WEEKS, 2 DAYS

Diary 16 is all about the how I felt in the early stages and how Rob and I are trying to hide everything from everyone.

6 WEEKS PHOTO

YUCK! - 5 WEEKS, 5 DAYS

Diary 15, I have just returned from town as I went out for Karen's birthday. I was feeling so guilty about all the smoke, I wish I could of told them.

JUST FOUND OUT - 5 WEEKS, 1 DAY

After finding out yesterday I did another diary, number 14, just to talk about how we felt etc.

POSITIVE - 5 WEEKS

Diary 13 is the day we found out! It was so exciting but scary at the same time.

NO PERIOD - 4 WEEKS, 5 DAYS

Diary 12, my period hasn't started and I was almost, but not quite, positive that I was pregnant.

BLUFFING GOD - 4 WEEKS

Diary number 11 and Katie has just given birth to her second child, a boy. I continue to try and bluff God.

VERY TIRED - 2 WEEKS, 5 DAYS

Diary number 10 I talk about going on a diet but still being really bloated and the fact that I am very tired. You think I would of caught on that I might actually be pregnant this time.

BOO! PERIOD - 2 DAYS

Video number 9 and I am gutted as my period has started.

WORKING - 0 WEEKS

Diary 8 and I talk about going to work so that I can earn as much money as possible before our baby arrives.

NEARLY READY - 0 WEEKS

Diary number 7 and this is the last video before we started trying.

PURCHASE - 0 WEEKS

Video 6 and I sound really miserable even though I'm not. I think it is because I have to try and remember to say so much that I'm just running off a list rather than just talking.

I made a sneaky purchase this week. Kate tried the top on first as she was pregnant at the time.

SPANNER - 0 WEEKS

Diary number 5 and there may be a small spanner in the works due to the fact that our vaccinations we had for our travelling, didn't work.



This video is the update to the above situation.

TALK! - 0 WEEKS

Diary number 4 and I am still wanting to talk about it with someone.

DENIAL - 0 WEEKS

Video diary number 3 is basically about my changing body and the fact that I really want to talk to a female about the whole thing. Rob is just still in denial that we will soon be trying to have a baby.

CORRUPTED - 0 WEEKS

This is when I did my second video diary but unfortunately the file is currently corrupted so I am unable to post it.

FOLIC ACID - 0 WEEKS

This is the first photo that we took on 10th October 2006. We actually started trying to get pregnant on the 8th October 2006.

The first video diary I did was 3 months before we started trying. I wanted to come off the pill and start taking folic acid before we got pregnant. There are actually 2 videos and I am going to post both. One gets cut off at the end which is why I did another.

THE BEGINNING

Before, during and after my pregnancy with Ellis, I did a video diary which I would like to post on a blog so that it is easy to see in the future.